being lonely & surrounded by people is one of the worst things you could be.

i always read the personal posts of people i know when i’m bored because i’m interested in how they make some of them seem so much more relatable and human. but it’s kinda sad at the same time to know what a lot of ‘em are going through.

cheers to me for finally doing things right.

talking to a shrink next month for my follow up is either gonna make me or break me. all i know is i don’t want to be written anymore prescriptions. from taking it in the hospital, i can say from experience that Zoloft sucks.. i don’t need to be on medication. 

i think i really do hate myself and it’s kind of scary

here is a post about me talking about depressing shit

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i just realized how many beautiful young men are following me. 

gosh. hi.